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[Aug. 11th, 2006|07:55 pm] |
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| | happy | ] | Hey, anyway...How's everyone's summer??? My summer is so good.But it's not over yet...I'm going to the Hamptons for a while before school and Florida. I can't wait for school because every summer It goes so great but near theend I get bored and don't no what to do with myself. If anyone can think of things to do...let me know:) Does anyone know what www.gaiaonline.com is? Anyway, I'm moving again. Another move another school. But at least this time my parents bought a house instead of renting an appartment of even buying an appartment. So that part I'm definately happy about.
Someone comment me :) |
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[May. 27th, 2006|06:00 pm] |
So even though I moved from Riviera Towers to Edgewater, I still went swimming their today with my friend. It was cool except for the fact that i got burned badly. Oh-well. Then i left to go home because peopel were coming over to our hosue for dinner but they never showed so i'm gonna go back to RIviera Towers to sleep over at my firneds house and I still don't see why you would care about what i'm telling you but i'm telling you anyway :) My firneds boyfriend is comign to swim tomarrow and he's nice but wierd so i dont know how to act around him. He needs to get taller.
By the way, Susan, if your reading this, please comment because YOU NEVER DO!
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[May. 26th, 2006|04:05 pm] |
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| | The Veronicas...Cause' theu're awsome!! :) | ] | Hey, this is so wierd because i haven't written in Livjournal for so long. Anyway, I have a topic to disuss... I moved to edgewater and i'm going to the most horrid school, which i know doesn't make sence considering I didn't want to go back to Hudson anymore but still. And even though I miss Hudson, i still don't think I want to go bak there. So, me nad my parents might be moving to Tenefly,...this really great town. And yes, i'll go to school there but i'm not sure if i'll like it or not. I guess i have to just go with the flow as i just started saying recently |
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[Feb. 26th, 2006|06:17 pm] |
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Ok, so I have been losing weight lately because i've been walking a mile every day on the tred-mill (can't spell). I feel like i want to eat chocolate though. Should i eat the chocolate even though i've worked so hard to lose weight?
anyway,...
So i have a break this week for some reason. I'm glad thoguh because i hate school. Wait, i hate the school i'm at. I might go to DE next year. DE= Dwight Englewood (school)
Also,I've been having these horrible mood swings. I've been geting mad at my parents for no reaosn or maybe there is a reason i just can't think of it.
Oh, i have a new sn... srbecka77...just incase you didn't know I feel like being silly.....
Yesterday i went with two of my friends to edgewater. The place where the movies are, only we went shopping instead. It was so much fun! i loved it. I was so tired though of being safe, good, and nice that for an odd, very odd reason i wanted to get drunk and go to a teen club. I don't know what i was thihking but i still sort of feel like that only I don't want to get drunk.
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[Jan. 14th, 2006|05:46 pm] |
omg, i'm on my new laptop(mac). This is soo kool! I'm so excited. I can't believe i have a computer of my own. This is heaven.(sigh of joy) |
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| OMG |
[Jan. 1st, 2006|04:54 pm] |
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| | exhausted | ] | O.K., so i'm so nervous about my BAt-Mitzvah!I can't believe it's already time in I think 5 days. I never thoguht the day would come. It felt like forever...I'm so nervous i can't stop shaking. Every time someoe in my family talks about it my heart starts to race like a racing horse.
Even if i'm nervous i'm still really excited. I have this black dress with hot pink on the top. I'm also wearing these high heel flat shoes that have a little pink oin them but mostly black. They're awesome!, but thats for the party at night. In the moring i'm wearing this European skirt and black shirt with sparkles in one corner. For that i'm wearing high heel shoes. They look greyish with peac\h at the top, but maybe i'm color blind.
So many poeple haven't returned the invite yet. SO it's kind of annoying( o.k. it' s really annoying!). They should have returned it sooner. I guess they don't understand that if someone invites you and the invite say "RSVP as soon as possible then you do it! But what can you do i guess.
My bro' and sis' are supposed to do "alias" (can't spell) for me at my Bat-Mitzvah but knowing them they'll be late or won't show up. Maybe i'm just tired and upset. I haven't gotten much sleep lately because think ing about my Bat-MItzvah has kept me up half t he night. O>K> i'm exagerating a little but i'm still tired. ( by the way for those of you who don't know what an alia is, it's a prayer that someone in your family does at the service).
"It don't mean a thing if you aint got that swing Dua Dua Dua Dua Dua DUa DUa Dua" |
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| Bat-Mitzvah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Dec. 26th, 2005|06:27 pm] |
I got my dress!!!!!!1 It looks soooooooo amazingly good on me!!!!!!!!!!!1 I look so thin in it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 I love it!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know i put soo many exclamation points, but.....!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Dec. 24th, 2005|07:12 pm] |
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| | !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | ] | My list of things I got for people
1.Mom-an agenda book(spelling),muffin baked thingy
2.Dad-socks,can opener(spell),colonial preserves
3.Grandma-stationary,mittens
4.Nicole(my niece)-lipstick
5.Machele(my sis')-a photo album
6.Madison-bath fizzles
7.Susan-something really nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(secret)
8.Adam-IDK yet!
9.E.T.C. |
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| More News----- |
[Dec. 20th, 2005|06:47 pm] |
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| | indescribable | ] | My phone is working finally nad i got a MAC LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you wont believe how excited i am. OH nad i got a digital camera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no wiat i'm nt wasting all those goo exclamation points so i'm just going to say i'm so incredably excited. I feel so weak,achy,emotional, and tired.In pain!!!!!!!!! I can't believe by the way that the show 7th heaven is not going to be played anymore. Well they're not making new shows! It's soooo not fair!I'm so mad i wrote them a letter I know that alot of people don't watch that show but i love it!
you dont need a high IQ, to succeed in what you do you just need to have no doubt just believe in yourself
love it!!!!!!! |
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[Dec. 20th, 2005|06:39 pm] |
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| | indescribable | ] | SO my Bat-Mitzvah is coming up in January(the new year) and i'm so nervous and yet so excited!!!!! Can you believe that out of 11 peope that said they were ocming only 4 are coming to both the cervice and the celebration!i can't believe how rude some people can be. But i also understand. I'm sick with humungous pain in my stomache!!!!!I dont even know how i can type i feel like throwing up!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate this! I feel dead adn still so darn bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!<13>
life is a work of art you got to paint it colorful can make it anything you want you dont have to stick to any rules you dont need a high IQ, to succeed in what you do you just need to have no doubt just believe in yourself
you will not believe where i got that from. I'm amazed, BUT I LIKE IT!!!!! I'm so happy it's kinda personal but my face is clearing up with you no what. And if you dont know what i can actually feel some of my face without bumps!!!!!!!!! |
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[Nov. 26th, 2005|02:02 pm] |
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| | confused | ] | Hola, Bonjour
Est que je peax sortir pour jouer ( je ne veax pas (spell))
hjahahhaahhahahahahhahahahaha
so anyway i'm moving on wednesday and my room is so tiny. The living room is uge and i have my own bathrrom. So everything except for my room is ok. There's an indoor pool and a gym so i can wqork my fat! off. I'm kinda excited. |
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| hey sorry guys!!!! |
[Nov. 24th, 2005|10:42 am] |
i'm sorry i havent gone on for a while i've been packing for my move to a new place. I'm not moving to fort lee after all but i'm moving to edgewater>> i hate edgewater, but i guess it wont be for too longe it's only for a couple of monthes(how to spell) |
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| MOving |
[Oct. 16th, 2005|06:19 pm] |
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| | satisfied | ] | I'm moving! i can not believe it. i'm so excited! i can not wait. i'm moving to fort lee just incase i forgot to say so. it's a town house called hilltop. It's awsome. i love it! but i'm a little worried becasue i just found out a girl got raped there. i thought fort lee was supposed to be safe. well i guess it is safe but no place is that safe. But fort lee bstill is one of the safest places to live in N.J. well i'm also worried about one of my cats Beckie. She can not see that well and she wont know where anything is. I gotta study sorry. :) |
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[Sep. 30th, 2005|06:08 pm] |
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| | creative | ] | i youloo-loos to play-lay-lay on my-ly-ly banjo-lo-lo but my-ly-ly banjo-lo-lo got bro-lo-lo-lo-loke
i too-loo-look it too-loo-loo a ma-la-lander shol-ol-lop but the mal-lal-lander shol-lo-lop was shu-lu-lu-lu-lut
i too-loo-look it too-loo-loo ano-la-la-ther shol-ol-lop to see-lee-leee what they-lay-lay could doo-loo-loo-loo-loo
they fill-ill-ixed the stri-li-lings on my-ly-ly banjo-lo-lo and now-low-low it's goo-loo-lood as new-lew-lew-lew-lew |
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[Sep. 30th, 2005|05:55 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] | i feel like i must paint my thought on a canvus. but i have no thought at the moment. i am so angry at myself about something that ... i dont know what to do but sit and do nothing. which currently is what i do best. i'm not sure wheather i'll paint or draw or bang my pillow or rip paper. what ever i do boy will it hopefuly help my anxiety(how to spell) |
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[Sep. 27th, 2005|06:01 pm] |
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| | exhausted | ] | ok so i wanna see al these movies but i have so many things to do i wish i could do everything and be one of those peoples who does everything so fast and doesn't end up with a head ache. and also i wish i was super women.
If anyone has a sugestion contact me:) |
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[Sep. 19th, 2005|05:14 pm] |
i dont like school. way to much home work. latin is bad! and so is geography. french is good but...
Mimi if your readin this HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUSAN if your readin this HIIIIII!!!!! i wanna go see " just like heaven" toooooooooo...
if anyone is readin this HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII........
so anyway i'm bored like always
g2g buh bye |
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[Sep. 6th, 2005|05:59 pm] |
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| | cranky | ] | i am so bored! i hate school starting. I want summer to nto be over. huh ( sigh ) so ....................bored...................................... |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2005|11:23 am] |
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| | tired | ] | so, i'm sick and i H*8 it! it's so annoying. ok ok i'm not sick i have a really annoying cold. ugh. so anyway school starts for me september 8. i'm not excited↓¡
so anyway thast all my hands hurt from typing
good bye |
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| STORY |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|08:55 pm] |
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more to , ' MY DARK SIDE'
April 28, 1945
I finally woke up from this odd yet quite interesting dream. I noticed I was still in the hospital where my mom and everyone who was there was crying. I came over to my mom and started hugging her and already I knew what had happened. I came home that day and just sat in my room staring. Constantly I thought to myself how can I be here when my blood relative is up there? I felt guilty as though… as though I should be up there instead of my grandfather. I hadn’t even eaten dinner at all or had anything to drink. I wasn’t very hungry, but then again I never am when I feel like this.
I fell asleep staring at the wall. I don’t feel like writing much today. I feel like I could break something and yet how week I felt at the same time.
more later... |
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